I guess we'll start with: I'm alive. And I'm safe. Gina saw my post, and came and saved me. I'm at her place now. She's totally my hero.
But...there's this girl. Her name is Ananda. She met us at the train station. We used to go to camp together. She's a member of the Hymn of One. And currently in a catatonic state under Gina's bed because I tried to help her.
So. I know you're all wondering how I survived.
I did the Ceremony, and I remember lying there, and hearing noises in the hallway, and then everything just faded to black.
And then they brought me back. And I was on life support for awhile, and after a while, I was healthy again, and I thought, for some reason, that they would just let me go. But they didn't. Of course.
They kept me in some...facility, and kept doing all this research, and tests. They want to make more girls like me. You guys know that already, apparently. Gina said they did the same thing to her.
One day, a little while ago, I heard Lucy talk to one of the doctors about prepping me for another Ceremony. And that's when I decided to get out, because there's no way in Hell I was doing that again.
I tried twice before I got away. The first time, one of the guards ended up putting my head through a window. (The doctors were not happy.) The second, I ended up falling down the stairs and hurting my ankle and blacking out.
The third time I made it. I had to climb a barbed wire fence, but I made it. I hitched a ride, and then walked to my house.
And here I am. Alive.
And now...I don't know. I don't know how to contact Daniel, or Jonas. I want to talk to them, but...I don't want to put them in danger again.
I haven't even watched any of the videos you guys posted since I left. I guess I should do that.
So...I don't even know where to begin.